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FORBIHAVET - 鬼 (Ghost)
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Clawing for every inch of this construct of flesh and fat
Screaming for the ether that twists this monster of muscle and bone
Fueling its hell fire churning an engine of blood and hormone
Pain is the penance, violate the orders of man.
A minty scalpel sanitized and white
Cuts an incision deep as the soul
These forceps dyed blue as the sky
Pull forth the self from ego's shell
A birth after birth barren of womb
A cursed form chiseled from exclusion
A moth dying in its own cocoon
An unnatural being drawn free from illusion
Clawing at its own world hostile to the stillborn body
Screaming for scared air oxidizing to the stillborn body
Agony her flame tempering to the stillborn body
Pain sunk into love for her and the stillborn body
Her stillborn body
Love yourself and your stillborn body
Love yourself and your stillborn body
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GIRL CIRCLES - Vigil
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GUAN YIN - Evocation I
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damned is the man who wears the collar
kill the man who comes between
us and the divine
fear not the dark
nor the sun's return
that stony law i stamp to to dust
and scatter religion abroad
that stony law i stamp to dust
no crook
no rod
we cannot be led
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Like the snake,
I shed my skin,
revealing beneath it
the glow of what stayed hidden
for all these years.
Always part of me,
but lurking in shadows,
my new life is here.
I will not miss my old skin,
but I will cradle it to my chest
one final time
and lament for my childhood
where I felt so alone.
You are free now,
I assure the dry bundle.
You will find happiness.
I place it down into the earth
and cover it with dirt,
where my old self will fuse
with a blossoming flower
and be reborn.
I am finally whole.
Euphoria is mine.
A python slinking among the tall grass,
knowing who and what I am.
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It feels too late.
Many moments passed.
Opportunities lost.
At what cost to the self.
Still desiring change.
Still persist with such noise.
It feels too late.
The horror of choice.
We live in our dreams.
Escape into screens.
The truth built from lies.
Spread far and wide.
Some questions worth asking.
But intent often ill.
Humanity leaves me cold.
How deep its hate goes.
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ASHES OF CAIN - Sprüche
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center of my chest
a cavity opens, bursting
gnashing teeth, nascent tongue
clutching at unpronounceable self
the abyssal “I”
the burning “am”
laminae of gases expand in
the enormous cosmos in
the cavity of the mouth
the abyssal “I”
the burning “am”
condensing into an astral arrow
lungs pregnant with impalpable truth, I fall to my knees
and from my center bursts a barbed vowel
arcing toward the gorge of fate
body tearing itself apart under pressure
as the mouth screams
my name, my name, my name, my name
body topples, sublimates,
spirals toward the veins of the rising sun
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a summer of misery every year the mocking sun endless remembering what’s over now I am here still wait your whole life nothing happens at all wait your whole life for nothing the mercy of evening perfect peace fade into the night endless remembrance leave me here in loving memory
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MISANDR - Demon Bulb
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WINTARSLĀF - Dies Irae
04:36
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